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I Am You: Improvising Empathy

In this show, members of the audience are invited to tell stories to be instantly transformed on stage by the nation's only inclusive playback theater troupe.

  • Joe, Richelle and Betsy

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    Photo: Hannah Sturm

    Joe Lee, Richelle Hartman, and Betsy Higgins improvise a story during rehearsal.

  • musicians perform during rehearsal

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    Mary Kate Bristow and Richard Larraway perform background music to set the mood for the scene.

  • Betsy Higgins, Joe Lee, Stephanie Weber, Rose Xu, and Mattie McCalla take a bow after playing back a story in rehearsal.

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    Betsy Higgins, Joe Lee, Stephanie Weber, Rose Xu, and Mattie McCalla take a bow after playing back a story in rehearsal.

  • Stephanie Weber, Logan Good and Rose Xu in rehearsal.

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    Stephanie Weber, Logan Good and Rose Xu in rehearsal.

  • Betsy Higgins, Joe Lee, Stephanie Weber, Rose Xu, Mattie McCalla, Richelle Hartman, Logan Good, and Donna Beam take a bow.

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    Betsy Higgins, Joe Lee, Stephanie Weber, Rose Xu, Mattie McCalla, Richelle Hartman, Logan Good, and Donna Beam take a bow.

  • three actors in rehearsal

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    Three actors--Stephanie Weber, Logan Good, and Rose Xu--improvise a story they've just heard.

  • lady in pink and black dances in front of a line of people dancing and clapping in a multi-purpose room at Stonebelt

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    Betsy Higgins tells the story of attending a Selena Gomez concert.

  • michelle addresses actors

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    Director Michelle Yadon gives her actors notes.

  • Mattie McCalla and Donna Beam in playback rehearsal for I Am You.

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    Mattie McCalla and Donna Beam in playback rehearsal for I Am You

  • a dance number in rehearsal

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    Stone Belt drama therapist Michelle Yadon leads the playback troupe through a dance number in rehearsal.

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    Richelle Hartman has been assigned a particularly physical role.

Event Information

I Am You

An evening of dramatic monologues written and performed by individuals with developmental disabilities and playback theater performed by an inclusive troupe.


Bloomington Playwrights Project

Friday, March 7 and Saturday, March 8, 2014, at 7 pm

$15, general admission

Stone Belt

” Now, when I was a clown in the circus…,” Joe Lee begins.

Lee is sharing a story with a troupe of fellow actors gathered in the rehearsal studio at Stone Belt, a provider of services for individuals with developmental disabilities living in south-central Indiana.

“This is a true story,”Lee explains, “so I guess I have to pick someone to be me, the clown.”

“Sure,”  responds drama therapist Michelle Yadon, “who would you like to be you, the clown?”

“Brandon can be me,” announces Lee.

“So Brandon, you are going to be Joe,” Yadon tells Brandon Kerfoot, “so be listening very carefully to his story. Joe, go ahead. ”

” The clowns would sit behind the tent listening to the performance, waiting to go in. Rose,” Lee gestures toward another actor, “I guess you’ll be another clown.”

“Do you want to give Rose a clown name?” asks Yadon.

 We’ve broken stigma, we’ve broken stereotypes, but I feel now we can break it even further!

“My clown name was Jolé,” Lee explains, “so Rose can be ‘Roy’. ‘Roy T. Clown’.” Lee keeps assigning roles to his fellow troupers until he reaches the end of his story.  It’s the circus, and so there are elephants.  It seems Jolé became the object of one of the pachyderm’s affections.  When the story is done, Michelle recaps the plot and prompts the actors to recreate it for the storyteller, who sits beside her.

“Joe,” declaims Yadon, “this is for you.  Let’s watch.”

This Is Your Life

As Richard Larraway and Mary Kate Bristow begin to improvise some appropriate background music on melodica and guitar, the actors assume their roles and take positions on stage, facing both Lee, the story teller, and the audience.   When the ensemble brings the clown and elephant drama to its climax, Mattie McCalla, playing Captain Kline the elephant trainer, declares,

“Jolé, I’ve never seen anything like this before!  Olla’s in love with you!”

“Joe, how was that?” Yadon inquires, as the applause dies down.

“That was wonderful,” Lee asserts, “absolutely wonderful.”

Taking Listening To A New Level

A form of theater used by educators, social workers, and drama therapists, among others, the playback technique involves improvising a performance based on an audience or group member’s story.

The playback group Yadon is leading at Stone Belt is the only inclusive playback troupe—that is, the only troupe that includes people with disabilities– in the United States; and only the second one in the world. The only other one is in Hong Kong, according to Yadon.

“So this is still a very new experience,” Yadon explains, “and we’ve been trying and adapting.”

Indiana’s only registered drama therapist, Yadon is used to trying new things. In 2008, she worked with nine Stone Belt clients to help them tell stories about their lives that were ultimately performed as I Am You at the Bloomington Playwrights Project.  Over the next four years, Yadon worked with various adults with developmental disabilities to stage two subsequent showcases of personal, revelatory monologues.

 For several weeks he’s been telling the same story over and over, about his love for the Backstreet Boys.  But tonight he identified with someone else.  

The production provided an important opportunity “for the community to see adults with disabilities as people,” Yadon asserted, but she sensed there was still something missing from those versions of I Am You. In order for the equation promised in the title to add up, the storytelling needed to flow in both directions.  Incorporating playback could offer that balance, she hoped.

This year’s production of I Am You begins with a series of monologues, then adds a second act, featuring the playback theater troupe. During the performance, audience members will be invited on stage to tell their stories, and have them acted out by the troupe.

In the past, “people have come to I Am You, and have  said ‘Wow! I understand now, I know now,’” Yadon reflects.  ” We’ve broken stigma, we’ve broken stereotypes, but I feel now we can break it even further!”

Making the troupe inclusive was another way Yadon hoped to break down differences and promote connection.

Seeing Past Difference

“When we are in this rehearsal, everyone is working together as a team, and looking at each other as a human,” she notes.  ”I wanted it to be a troupe of all people, and I wanted there to be people without disabilities, because I wanted there to be those friendships and relationships in the community.  I thought it would be more powerful for all of the actors, and those people who would be there as audience members.”"

“Michelle was nice enough to let me come out and audition,” relates Logan Good, a member of the playback theater troupe.  ”I know we were friends, but luckily I impressed her enough, even with my limited background in theater.”

“The most important part of playback,” Yadon counters, “is not the theatrical ability but the listening and having empathy, and that’s how I chose people to be on this troupe.  Logan possessed the impulse to understand someone’s story.”

Breakthough

Later in rehearsal, Yadon helps Brandon Kerfoot develop the story of attending his grandfather’s funeral.  Kerfoot speaks haltingly, but Yadon coaxes him to share his feelings about the passage.

“Did you say anything to him at the funeral home?” Yadon asks.

“I do miss him,” Brandon recalls. “All my heart.”

“So you said,” Yadon repeats, ” ‘ I miss you, and I love you with all my heart.’”

“Yeah.”

“Brandon, this is such a beautiful story, and I know that all of us out here have experienced some kind of pain like this, and we all appreciate you telling this story. Brandon, this is for you, let’s watch.”

Yadon sat near Kerfoot as the players presented the action he had described.  ”As they see it played back,” Yadon explains, “it’s a visual of this memory. It allows people to have catharsis, so they can cry, they can laugh. They’re able to see it and almost shut the book on that story.”

The long-term benefits of the process are significant, Yadon asserts.  ”I see amazing changes. What Brandon shared tonight–that he was able to share that–was so powerful and amazing and beautiful. That he was able to be assertive.  He had a build of his communication; he had a build of his insight.   For several weeks he’s been telling the same story over and over, about his love for the Backstreet Boys.  But tonight he identified with someone else.  They take what they learn here in active listening and building relationships , and have an increase in positive relationships, an increase of self-esteem, and increase of self-awareness.”

The rehearsal ends with Betsy Higgins’ feel-good story about a road trip with friends to the  Selena Gomez concert .  The story order wasn’t planned at tonight’s rehearsal, nor will it be in performance, but a natural arc seems to present itself most of the time. Yadon thinks it grows out of the connection that is fostered by the experience.

“We started with something lighthearted, and then we got really deep, but then we had some happy stories.  It’s  kind of like everyone protecting each other and knowing what the boundaries are.”

This project is supported in part by an award from the National Endowment for the Arts. Art Works.

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Yaël Ksander

WFIU's Arts Desk Editor, Yaël seeks out and shepherds the stories of artists, musicians, writers, and other creative people. In addition, Yaël co-hosts A Moment of Science, writes essays for A Moment of Indiana History, produces Speak Your Mind (WFIU's guest editorial segment), hosts music and news hours throughout the week, and lends her voice to everything from accounting courses to nature documentaries. Yaël holds a MFA in painting from Indiana University, an MA in art history from Columbia University, and a BA from the University of Virginia, where she studied languages and literature.

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